I'm so tired and upset from filling in online job applications the whole night. ): On an emotional roller-coaster ride again. And you can bet it's that time of the month. 3 tests to mug for next week - but I'm already feeling drained. Jap term test, Jap oral test, Environmental econs test. You're caught in a dilemma. On the one hand, you want everything to end. On the other, you naively wish that it won't. Thanks for the slap that really brought me back to reality. It stung. It really did. But at least I know my limits now. Stop dreaming, girl! Wake up! Stop whining. Stop complaining. And plant your feet firmly back on the ground again please.