No matter how much I try to persuade myself, I still couldn't get over it.
My brain knows it's futile to apply:
It clashes with my TW trip;
It's cheap labour for no pay;
And most importantly, I lack funds.
And yet, no matter how hard I try, I still feel that twinge whenever I think about it.
不知怎么形容。只能说是种辛酸的感觉吧。
Sometimes, I really hate my life. And I despise myself. And for all the things I did. Or didn't do.
我想，还是让时间冲淡一切吧。
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