Thursday, December 25, 2008
Dear all,MERRY MERRY X'MAS!!Christmas is a season for giving, and I remembered I was still in Japan this time last year.
Was treated to lunch and cakes in the office on Tue.
Had a BBQ with the church peeps that same night which was fun, despite the small turnout.
Work wise, things are going okay.
Still a distance to go towards self-satisfaction, but at least the self-doubt is being kept at bay at the moment.
Had a feedback session with HR the other day, and to tell the truth, it was something I almost lost sleep over.
Felt silly about that, but it went better than I expected, which I really thank Daddy for. (:
But up till now, I still have no idea which department I want to go to.
And I especially do not like this sense of uncertainty.
Anyways, having another BBQ with the NUS Oweek peeps this Sun.
Something to look forward to as well.
Not that I'm up for much socialising these days.
Plus chalet in Jan with the GTs.
Still pondering about that though.
Yep, that shall be all for now.
Have a blessed holiday everyone! (:人間関係はとても複雑だ。
よく分かっていないね。
どうして変な人たちがいる？
もしかして私のせいしかない？As a side note, I'm taking up Japanese lessons again!
The single little perk in my lacklustre life now. (^-^)
♥4:13 PM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
My third and final internship stint commenced yesterday.
The 13th floor is like a whole new world, after the festivities of the 12th floor.
I enjoyed my stay at the back office very much, due to the warmth and friendliness the people there made me feel.
And I realised, a large part of why people stayed on in the same job for so long's due to the people around.
Anyway, had a team lunch today with the dpt. The DH was nice enough to treat us!
Was a little surprised because I'm not used to receiving this kind of hospitality, let alone on the first day. (:
Just when I was bemoaning inwardly why I always get the lousy end of the deal, it dawned on me that making this internship enjoyable hinges on myself.
Probably I've been lacking a goal in life and in work all this time, which explains all the aimlessness and anguish.
If it weren't for the nice people I'm getting to know in the bank, I'd have withered long ago, since I know I can't flourish in a place with animosity and backstabbing.
Shall look forward to a brand new day ahead tomorrow!
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.
♥12:32 AM
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Got to know the posting for our front office internship today.
My mind was in a blank although I got my first choice.
I realised I've stopped feeling elated long ago whenever I got what I think I want.
I suppose a lot of times it has to do with my supposed rationale for making choices.
Doing the wrong thing for the wrong reasons, or just for the sake of it.
But I'll stay on until I get to see the fruits of my faithfulness.
Anyways.
Had the biz game today, and it was bad.
I seriously need to work on my presentation skills.
But I wasn't feeling very affected by it though.
Guess I've come to the point where I'm so jaded that I'll just take things as they come.
Alriteys, that'll be all for now.
Till then again. (:
♥12:07 AM
